The Most Wonderful and Precious Gift…..
January 15, 2007
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Life… the most wonderful and precious gift that God has given to man.
But is it ours?
No it’s not.
We are just caretakers of it.
So humans don’t have the right to take it away. It’s only God who can take it back; at His own way, at His own time.
Would you believe… that there are times, a Christian like me, wants to end her life already? Yes I did. Sometimes I wish to die. I don’t wanna suffer. I don’t wanna get hurt. But Hello… life is not just pure of happiness. There’s loneliness and sorrow; pain and suffering. Life is full of so many ups and downs. That is why I can’t understand myself for thinking such shallow things like this. Ohhh… poor little me. I pity myself for doing that; for thinking such things…
Oh God… I’m sorry!!! I’m so, so, sorry!
I don’t understand. Somehow I hate myself for doing that.
But Lord, I haven’t done anything to end my life.
I know you are the sole proprietor of our lives; my life. Indeed you are.
You’re the only one who has the right to end it for it is yours; only yours; only you, Lord!!!
I’m just wishing that you will always stay right here with me.
You are my strength when I am weak, you are the treasure that I seek, you are my all in all!!!
You are my hope, my love and my life. You alone, Lord!!!
Forgive me in all my sins. Please do. Please do forgive my shortcomings. I need your patience, Lord. I know I’m a sinner; a sinner who continuously sins. Oh Lord… I’m very, very Sorry! I don’t wanna hurt you. I know that there are so many people in the world, so many people who scars your heart. And I don’t wanna be one of those people who hurt you. Please forgive me. I need You…
Thank you for everything. I know though how imperfect I am, I’m vulnerable of feeling such pain and sorrow, vulnerable of being hurt, sinning, and losing hope… I just hope that you will continue to let hold of me, in everywhere I go, in everything I do.
Thank You for my life, Lord!!! It’s so wonderful; full of grandeur. Indeed! Gracias, Lord. And most of all… I Thank You for your Love…
I Love You, Lord!!!
I’ll always will!!!
(^^,)
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